phlemy

"well at least we are both sick so we can just hang out and be sick together.."

i can't stop watching this.

remember when scrat was trying to burying his acorn and it caused the crack in the ice that traveled all the way up to the tippie top of the the hill that caused the split that then became the start of the ice age? it's days like this that make me sit and close my eyes so so tight and wish as hard as i possible can that i could just go back to that first crack... if i could just go back to that first secret that was buried or that first moment you didn't chose each other to confide in. to that first small small split that caused that little space between you two that over time morphed into this earthquake, into this huge catastrophe that seems impossible to ever mend. i just wish i could go back and fix it. push you back together before it was too late. because it is days like this when the weight of it all is crushing and breaks my heart. 

you know you have the best dad when you have a bad day and call him and tell him you miss him and he books a flight out the next week to spend the day with you...

ms.

i went grocery shopping today and it started to rain so i hailed a cab. this is the exact conversation that happened between me and the driver. (no part has been removed or fabricated)

him: "you are very attractive"

me: (pause) "thanks"

him: "that is a good compliment"

me: "yes it is... thank you!"

a moment...

him: "are you a miss or a misses?"

me: "i am a miss"

him: "why not a misses? are you waiting for prince charming"

me: "yep. mmm hmm. prince charming!"

him: "do you think you are not ready?"

me: "not quite ready."

him: "you are an idiot because you think you are not ready, but you are."

just in time as we pull up to my door. i kindly thanked him for the advice, tipped, and walk inside (trying not to burst out laughing)